IT'S 2018 !

hi salam everyone !

I'm writing again hehe and guess whatttt this is the first post in 2018 andddd I'm TWENTYY NOWW omg doesnt it sounds weird and cool at the same time? hahahaha . I want to start writing again since last year but nahhhh i got no time to log in my blog acc so most of the time i just wrote on my notes in my phone . Should i post it ? ummm maybe nahhh? bcause most of them are heartbreaking writing LOL hahahahah shall i or not? ok stop it lol im not going to talk bout it . I just want to spend my midnight writing again but tomorrow i have class at 8 am ! heol hahahaha  i laugh a lot (online) LOL again LOL . okay im gonna drop this here for now . I'll try to write more , post more in the future . oh maybe 2019 ? hahahahhaha see ya love yaaaa but i love myself more ! <333

Its 2017&Ramadan !

Assalamualaikum my open diary hahaha . The last time I wrote here was the first time in 2016 . Well this is the first post in 2017 and might be the last too haha .

This month is fasting month (bulan ramadan) so ramadan kareem guys :-)  well what can.I conclude this ramadan also hard to go through. Every ramadan there will be a lot lot lot of things happen. I don't know why but can you guys let me fast peacefully:( I really mean it :( Oh Allah ,why? Sorry for questioning but this ; hella hurts me . Idk whats left for me to do . Cant you just stay peace and dont make a scene . Why every ramadan and raya the same things keep happening? Sorry but this is too much . I am 19 but why I feel like idk . Well this getting more and more emotional post hahahah but hey this is my blog hahahha :-)

Okay then happy iftar everyone :-)

Salam ramadan kareem , Bella.

first in 2016

assalamualaikum🙋🏻🙋🏻🙋🏻

its been a long time  . So , generally this is my first post of the year . And yeaaa last year was the last year of my highschool life . Happy? over the joy i guess ahahahaha . Well after I finished my SPM last year, 301215 , the next 2 days I went to lombok island which is in Indonesia . Beautiful . Subhanallah . hehe you guys must go there too ! but , for me Krabi is a way more breathtaking view than Lombok . so take out your checklist and put Krabi&Lombok on ! no regrets (of course la kan) kalau you guys pergi vacay kat sana . And ha lepas naik plane heading to lombok , my precious and not so expensive phone and of course not an iphone ROSAK 😂😅😂😅😂😅


kat lombok I langsung tak on fon sebab dah rosak sigh . and now i got no phone 😒 sedih la of course ! yeelaa orang lepas spm update semuanya but I cannot hmmmmm . so disebabkan takde fon maka instagram pun dah lama la tak bukak (suprisingly i can survive without ig) .

Aktiviti lepas sekolah not much but busy to the max ! Literally I work with abah as a cook (chef ah chef huhu ) at one of abah's tadika . And running a business at the same time . DO VISIT @kekloceng (instagram) FOR MORE INFO ABOUT MY BUSINESS AND PLS DO SUPPORT ME 😘

cook for those kids and lunch for the fam and finishing all the orders from customers , quite tiring and like I said , busy to the max . Kerja sikit tapi banyak . <<<??

penat ? lebih dari penat hmmmm tapi to strive in life , kena gak buat . Housechores memang paling hmmmm ,. disebabkan diri ni sorang je duduk rumah , yang lain sekolah&kerja , masak , basuh pingganmangkukhayun , kemas , sidai and tidur semua kena dilaksanakan . Orang lain hangout je , kerja je . hmmm sad life  :'))  Tapi dah nama anak perempuan , kena la jugak buat :'>>>>


hahahahahaha terasa macam blog ni diary pulak . Mian 🙏🏻



okay bye assalamualaikum .


goodnight .

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rise then shoot

hai assalamualaikum :)

second post for 2015? huhuhu

alhamdulillah for the past and upcoming trial and upcoming SPM and ((yeah upcoming chapter of my life)) .

entri ana kali ni simple simple je . hahahah surely I will post something on any of my ((social network/website/acc)) at late night? most of the time instagram but alhamdulillah , instagram , wechat and bla bla bla without exception  already uninstalled :')

in this holy month of Syawal (not only Ramadan okay guys pls noted that every month have their own speciallity) ,  many things ; bad&good , happen a lot lately. Sometimes the pains hurt so much , tho I know there will always a/more than a reason behind of all this . problems between Allah, family, friends,SPM and me , really hit me like a truck fuhh . sometimes I cant even help myself . but yeah Allah prepared everything for me and all from the beginning. Doesnt it sounds good? yeah sometimes but huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu it must be good because when Allah have something for you , thats the best for you :") From now on , I need to get a some kind of ((rehabilation)) <? rehab rehab rehab in every single thing . From now on too, I want to achieve my goals like be chef, an architect , a stewardess and surely a good muslimah . So I need to get my A+s in my trial and upcoming SPM . InsyaAllah ;')



Sorry for all my wrongdoings and please please please do forgive me eventho I know its hard to do hm but please do forgive me , because I need your dua' so I can achieve my goals and 11A+ in my SPM 2015.



this might be the last post before my  SPM trial, so have a good and blessed life ppl .

Assalamualaikum ;)

;I'm the rising star that soon will be the shooting star;

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2015

 knock knock !

salam alayk guys .

da masuk 2015 fuhhh . haha already feb , ya i know . This year is the most struggle year ever . Struggle for ? SPM SPM SPM . Alhamdulillah , I already grown up very well despite  what happened last year . (( dont ask what happend pls )) lol . sorry for all my mistakes in past 16 years. Pray for 98 , anyway , goodluck Fraternity .

*The hardest doesnt mean the best . The greastest doesnt mean the strongest . *

au revoir .






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sometimes i just cant to hold it anymore,


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cant .

2014

ha Assalamualaikum korang :))


so, dah lama aku tak update . Rindu do . Now, im officially form 4 . pehh senior do .

First , aku tak sangka aku akan dapat mn . Jauh dari #Kakao , dekat ngan #Buddyz . But nvm, ukhwah is everywhere right?

Second, aku jadi lagi triple tak sangka aku jadi Ketua dorm . Berat tahu tak tanggungjawab . Hm rasa tak layak tapi nasib baik ada ahli dorm , pkd yang baik belaka , sporting je do diorang . Tahun ni , aku jadikan dorm aku tema barbie :DD  hehehe

Third , aku dah mula belajar dlm science stream . Susah do but we give it a try first and inshaa Allah, Allah akan bantu ceh. Hahaha

Fourth, PERCAYA ATAU TIDAK aku duduk sebelah SYUHADA . First takut do, kalau gaduh teruk ngan dia but i can face it ohh . Alhamdulillah :))

Fifth , aku da slow slow move on. Good news for me and uolls yg tak suka tu .

Sixth , mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm aku tak dpt tawaran sbp :'(((( sedih la jugak tapi nak buat mcm mana , terima jela qada' dan qadar Allah . Mesti ada hikmah nya .


So korang, no matter what yg berlaku dalam hidup . Cuba belajar menerima dan menghadapi . Percaya pada Allah , kuatkan iman, semangat dan azam korang okay :)

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da penat nak tulis hanya sekadar berkongsi cerita . moga dapat memberi secebis kegembiraan dalam hati si pembaca . 

Asssalamualaikum,

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